I started to turn away, but couldn't quite tear my eyes from Frost. Once he had been the Killing Frost: cold, frightening, arrogant, untouched, and untouchable. Now he was Frost, and he wasn't frightening, or cold, and I knew the touch of his body in almost every possible way. I wanted to go to him, to hold his hand while Doyle tended his wound.
"Merry," Doyle said, "if you do not get us out of here, Frost will not be the only one hurt."
I caught Frost's gaze. Pain, I saw there, but also something hopeful, or good. I think he liked that I was so worried about him. "Get us out, Merry," Frost said between gritted teeth. "I am fine."
I didn't call him a liar, but I did turn away so I couldn't watch. It would have distracted me too much, and I didn't have time to be weak.
"I need a door to the Unseelie Court." I said it clearly, but nothing happened.
"Try again," Rhys said.
I tried again, and again nothing happened.
"Sholto said No doors," Mistral said. "Apparently his word stands."
Sholto's feet had touched the edge of the field I'd made. He was only yards away from the first of the clover. The air above him was thick with tentacles and mouths and claws. I looked away from it, because I couldn't think while I was staring into it.
"Call something else," Abe said.
"What?" I asked.
It was Rhys who said, "Where rowan, ash, and thorn grow close together, the veil between worlds is thinner."
I looked up at the circle of trees that I'd called into being. Their branches had formed a lace of roof above us. They still hushed and moved above us the way the roses in the Unseelie Court moved, as if they had more life than an ordinary tree.
I began to walk the inside of the circle of trees, searching not with my hands, but with that part of me that sensed magic. Most human psychics have to do something to get themselves in the mood for magic, but I had to shield constantly not to be overwhelmed by it. Especially in faerie - there was so much of it that it became like the engine noise of some great ship, and you ceased to "hear" it after a while, though it was always there thrumming along your skin, making your bones vibrate to its rhythm.
I reached out from behind those shields and searched for a place in the trees that felt...thin. I couldn't look simply for magic; there was too much of it around me. Too much power flowing toward us. I needed to cast out for something more specific.
"The clover has slowed them," Mistral called.
This made me glance back, away from the trees. The cloud of nightmares rolled above the clover like a pack of hounds that had lost the scent.
Sholto just kept running, his hair flying behind him, the nude beauty of him beautiful in motion, like watching a horse run across a field. It was a beauty that transcended sex; simply beautiful for its own sake.
"Concentrate, Merry," Rhys said. "I'll help you look for a door."
I nodded and went back to looking only at the trees. They thrummed with power, inherently magical and invested with further power because they had been called into being by one of the oldest magicks.
Rhys called from across the clearing. "Here!"
I ran to him, the clover tapping at my legs and feet as if patting me with soft green hands. I passed Frost on the ground, where Doyle sat holding his wound. Frost was hurt, very hurt, but there was no time to help - Doyle would take care of him. I had to take care of us all.
Rhys was standing by a group of three of the trees that looked no different from the others, really. But when I put my hand out toward them, it was as if reality had been rubbed thin here, like a good-luck penny rubbed in your pocket.
"You feel it?" Rhys asked.
I nodded. "How do we open it?"
"You just walk through," Rhys said. He looked back at the others. "Everybody gather around. We need to walk through together."
"Why?" I asked.
He grinned at me. "Because naturally occurring doorways like this don't lead to the same place every time. It'd be bad if we were separated."
"Bad's one way of putting it," I said.
Doyle had to help Frost to his feet. Even so, he stumbled. Abe came and offered his shoulder to lean on, still grasping the horn cup in one hand, as if it was the most important thing in the world. It occurred to me then that the Goddess's chalice had gone back to wherever it went when it wasn't mucking about with me. I had never held on to it the way Abe did with his, but then, I had been afraid of its power. Abe wasn't afraid of his cup's power; he was afraid of losing it again.
Mistral was backing toward us. "Are we waiting for the Lord of Shadows or leaving him to his fate?"
It took me a second to realize he meant Sholto. I looked toward the lake. Sholto was almost here, almost to the tree line. The sky behind him was totally black, as if the father of all storms was about to break, except that instead of lightning there were tentacles, and mouths that shrieked.
"He can escape the same way," Rhys said. "The door won't close behind us."
I looked at him. "Don't we want it to?"
"I don't know if we can close it, but if we can, Merry, he would be trapped." There was a very serious look in his one eye - a measuring look. It was the look that I was beginning to dread from all the men. A look that said: The decision is yours.
Could I leave Sholto to die? He had called the wild hunt. He'd offered himself as prey. He'd trapped us here with his no doors. Did I owe him?
I looked at what chased him. "I couldn't leave anyone to that."
"So be it," Doyle said from beside me.
"But we can go through ahead of him," Mistral said. "We don't have to wait."